quinta-feira, 30 de julho de 2015

Christian Beadles

Christian Beadles, I hope you read this text by the end, I think you'll like ...

 


When I created my first account on Twitter, I was not sure what username place or to whom homage, so I put my name, and was a regular Twitter, I spoke of my life, so I saw a picture which is now very old of Justin and a boy at his side called Christian Beadles, I remember like it was yesterday, and at the time were discovering Justin and all were fan clubs on Twitter for him, and I made a fan club on Twitter for Christian Beadles, he was the boy who made videos to YouTube and I liked because I laughed a lot. And of course after a long time sending tweets him notice me and follow me, he followed me finally. But the day I received the news that I would have to have surgery in the tooth, and I remember that I was very nervous and afraid, so I went on my Twitter and I started to put a lot of tweets and messages to the Christian, saying it would be very important to me if he answer me because the next day I would have surgery. so far so good, but you know when you send several thousands of tweets to the person you admire, his idol, and after trying a thousand times you feel he will not follow or answer thee, you feel that no matter you try it, you never will make him notice you this here for him, and a voice inside of you tells you to continue? In fact, when I was about to give up, he replied in the messages, and here it was night, he had said "you'll be ok, God is good, love love love",   I looked it and I froze, and after a few minutes I could not believe he had answered me, but that night I went to bed confident and the next day I could not stop smiling, that sincere smile that you can not stop smiling and her cheeks are burning and hurting. 
 Many people say that Christian Beadles has fans because of his friend, and say that it does nothing of life to have people who admire him, but I admire you not because you are the friend of Justin Bieber, or why you made videos on YouTube for everyone laugh, at the beginning was, but I could tell you, I admire you because whenever someone needs, and seeks you, you are here, even not knowing the people, you put a huge smile on each of them, in me, you inspire them to continue with their lives even having thousands of problems, such as when you and your family helped so many other families in the Dominican Republic, as you did videos making everyone laugh and have fun, they if feel good, I felt me, I felt I could count on someone, that I would not be alone. 
Christian Beadles in my concept is a normal boy, but special and amazing, because I wanted to make everyone smile anyway, you wanted to help people, make them feel good and smile, you got it. For every girl or boy you answer in Twitter messages, even being behind a computer, you made they smile just by having a person who cares. even not knowing them.
 You Christian, makes me the happiest girl in the world, each answered message was a big smile on my face, you should not remember because you respond many people, but when I had problems in adapting me in school, you were here, and I knew that even not knowing completely you make me smile and feel me safe as nobody has ever done. People often think that I want to appear or I'm lying, but only I know how much it all made me well, made me overcome some fears that I not could alone, so thank you for all the times you answer me, meant lot to me. 
 I remember every time you answered me, but the most special I keep in memory, it was the turn of my birthday, I and other girls were sending to you many things, that day was my birthday and it would be very important to me if you say me congratulations, and the night passed, and arrived the other day, and my birthday was over, and I told you in messages that you made me smile like no boy has ever done, but I was very sad with you because you not says me congratulations. and when I see the message a few hours after, you had spoken : "AWE THAT MAKES ME SO SAD I MISSED IT!! I NEVER SAW IT OR I WOULD HAVE WISHED YOU THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER. FORGIVE ME BABY?! I'M SORRY LOVE!", I will confess to you that I started to cry a lot, and while smiling, for you have spoken this. Among other times I sent  tweets say that I love you and you spoke : "YOU ARE THE BEST!!! ALWAYS THE THERE FOR ME! LOVE LOVE LOVE", and when I said that you were the one who made me smile, and you said, "you're the best thanks glad this kid can make u smile :)", and when you see homage I rode with other beadlesbabes wishing you strength and you were very important to us, and you put the website of homage in your twitter and told me in messages: "touched my heart, so incredible, love love love", had another time I thee I asked what I mean to you, and you answered "you are my beadlesbabe who makes me smile with just a text and a simple love u! you do not know how much it means to me, your support & care", had other times, but look, I do not want you to think I'm doing this because I want attention, because it is not true, I'm talking about all this because even though people do not believe in me for you answer me so many times, I was the girl more happy in this world why you did it, you made me smile long days when I did not even know how to smile or face my problems and fears, you made me smile in small details, and these details are only ones. everyone can criticize you for what you do, or who you are, but you do thousands of people smile every day, you made me smile, and I know that boy who answer me so many times, that made me believe that I could overcome the things, that helped much people, and that wanted to make people smile, is within you, and this is who you are, and it's not the clothes you wear, or his style, or how many cars you buy in a month, or with how many girls you dating, but the attitudes you take making every person who needs a word, a support, feel good and keep going the life, and not turning your back on it, this is who you are. 
you may not know me, nor I to you, and I can be a complete stranger to you, but I know a little bit about you, and I know you do not want to disappoint anyone. You know that feeling that you made someone smile? So, never change who you are, because it makes you unique, have a personality that no one else has nowadays. That's what I wanted to tell you, I hope you can read this text and get to the end. I want to thank you for all those times you answer me, Thank you for helping me so much without even knowing that made me smile days and nights, thanks for helping a stranger like me who admires so much you.











Of a beadlesbabe that you did very happy ... Raquel, or @eternobeadles ... were the best days and nights of my life, I could give my best smile without even noticing that was happy, 
thank you !!!! :)